That day was the day that my school has a football tournament with some primary school's all over the selangor area :) It was a beautifull day with a lot of cute kids :) Awww :D HAHAHA . Eventho they are kid's but they sure know how to flirt :) Ain't that just cute ? HAHA .
Anyways , As the game started , I was busy snapping picture's for the school mag :) Then I saw... OMG , I was stunned for a while . And a moment later , my face was RED HOTT ! SHITTT i tell you !
Then the stalker game starts :) Me , and the rest cant stop talking about him and stuff :) Gosh , He was to die for :D HAHA . (sorry megan fox :) I think i am straight :P) As the time goes by , I was literally kinda following him and looking at him the whole day long :D HAHAHA .
I finaly got tired of this game then i asked Alianna to get his number . I thought it was just for fun , But i guess not . Soon , I was texting him :D YEYYYYYYYYYYYY :))) HAHA . We chated for a while because we are too shy to hang out together -.- Then , eventually , WE DID ! HAHA , We got to know each other and i found out a lot of things about him :) But act , I cant take my eyes off from his EYES :D They are dreamable :)) OMG ! HAHAHAHAHAHA . WTF !
Then this weird thing happen , He asked me where is the nearest toilet , Then i told him the directions but as i suspected , He was still blur , then i showed him the way . When he went inside , I was going into the canteen and screaming my lungs out :)) How excited i was , Was undescribable :D after a few minutes , I went to the back way then i saw him standing there wanting to call me . I went at the back of him , And covered his eyes :) He SMILED !!! hahaha
Just we're about to walk back to the tent , It was starting to rain :) Then i asked him , "do you wanna go ?" Then he was like "I tk ksah :)" Then finally , We walked into the rain together :) Awwwwwwwww :) I was damn cold and wet when we got into the tent but it was worth it :)
The 2 hours we spend together flew by magically fast -.-" Haih , Soon it was time for him to say BYE BYE ;'( Haih . He said he'll text me tonight . I was waiting for him :) HAHA .
Well , Thats how i meet him :) Aww :D
-lalarawry-
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Lets partyy our asses off people :)
7th of july is the day that we showed the teachers what we made off :D HAHA , Well . Most of us -.-" And and , Suprise suprise , The teachers also knows how to shake THEIR THANG ;D HAHA .
Goodbyeee form 3 :) Hello form 4 :D Let us make the best ending year of 2009 :D
We party , We danced & we laugh our asses off :D Thanks for everything Apiitian's ;D
love you guys doe :D
Friday, November 6, 2009
An empty cloud .
I'm stuck at home early in the morning , on my bed , stinking my room with my morning smell . Here i am listening to sad songs over this guilt thats driving me insane just thinking about it . I couldn't tell him the truth . But sooner or later i just have too ;(
Why why why why why have i got to known you in the first place ? Why why why why why are you here in my life even as a bestfriend ? Gosh .
The truth is since i first know you in August , You've stolen my heart away with your charms , Your words and those eyes that made me day dream . You always have the right words , Quotes and sayings to create a smile on my face through the hard times that i'm in . You're the only one who listens to every word i said eventho i am halfway to slumber land . You stayed on the line and the next day you told me that i was cute doing that . You always make me blush .
Eventho i wanted you so badly in my life , I know you already have HER in your life , The one and only that you can never let go off . I was shocked at first to know about it but i understand why she was important to you .
As from that day , I could never stop loving you . Till in september i found Rifdi , he was my only hope that i will forget about you . But as days goes by , Nothing changed . I am still waiting for you . i still have dreams of you every night . All the little things that i do , everything reminds me of you . And whenever i'm going to the mall or sacc , I'll have these flashbacks about you and me . But who was i kidding , You dont belong to me plus i have a boyfriend now .
Now , I know that you are already with her . Congratulations on that , I'm happy for you . Really i do . As i told you before , As long as she puts a smile on those lips , I'm happy :) Now i have to just accept the fact that i've lost my bestfriend . The thing is , this is my confession , I dont think that i can forget about you . You're too perfect and too kind to me . guess i'm not that over you yet . But i swear i will . I dont want to be sad when i see you and her .
Goodluck tho with her okayyy . Guess i have to share our cloud with someone else then .
goodbye .
Why why why why why have i got to known you in the first place ? Why why why why why are you here in my life even as a bestfriend ? Gosh .
The truth is since i first know you in August , You've stolen my heart away with your charms , Your words and those eyes that made me day dream . You always have the right words , Quotes and sayings to create a smile on my face through the hard times that i'm in . You're the only one who listens to every word i said eventho i am halfway to slumber land . You stayed on the line and the next day you told me that i was cute doing that . You always make me blush .
Eventho i wanted you so badly in my life , I know you already have HER in your life , The one and only that you can never let go off . I was shocked at first to know about it but i understand why she was important to you .
As from that day , I could never stop loving you . Till in september i found Rifdi , he was my only hope that i will forget about you . But as days goes by , Nothing changed . I am still waiting for you . i still have dreams of you every night . All the little things that i do , everything reminds me of you . And whenever i'm going to the mall or sacc , I'll have these flashbacks about you and me . But who was i kidding , You dont belong to me plus i have a boyfriend now .
Now , I know that you are already with her . Congratulations on that , I'm happy for you . Really i do . As i told you before , As long as she puts a smile on those lips , I'm happy :) Now i have to just accept the fact that i've lost my bestfriend . The thing is , this is my confession , I dont think that i can forget about you . You're too perfect and too kind to me . guess i'm not that over you yet . But i swear i will . I dont want to be sad when i see you and her .
Goodluck tho with her okayyy . Guess i have to share our cloud with someone else then .
goodbye .
You make every second as tho its magic :)
6th of Nov .
I commited a big LIE . I lied to my mom cuz apperently she thought i was at school but actually i was at Dalia's and then Sunway . The reason is , I was following Dalia to Sunway but we stoped at her house first while i actually tolod Rifdi that i'll meet him at Sunway around 1 something -.-"
By the time i was on the way , Its already almost 3 !!!! OMG , I feel so so so so guilty to him :( I'M SO SORRYYYY MONKEY ;( I as ducking afraid that he would be pissed off of what . I wont wanna stick around to see that -.-"
In the end , Things turn out to be the best day ever :) Sadly today was the last day that i get to see him for the next following month because of his bloody SPM :"( Stupid SPM -.-
*byyyyyyyyyyy , thanks for today :) I had the time of my life whenever i'm around you :) I love you no matter how you are . Hope to see you again real soon :) I LOVE YOU lah MONYET :D ooops salah lah , GUSI :D
I commited a big LIE . I lied to my mom cuz apperently she thought i was at school but actually i was at Dalia's and then Sunway . The reason is , I was following Dalia to Sunway but we stoped at her house first while i actually tolod Rifdi that i'll meet him at Sunway around 1 something -.-"
By the time i was on the way , Its already almost 3 !!!! OMG , I feel so so so so guilty to him :( I'M SO SORRYYYY MONKEY ;( I as ducking afraid that he would be pissed off of what . I wont wanna stick around to see that -.-"
In the end , Things turn out to be the best day ever :) Sadly today was the last day that i get to see him for the next following month because of his bloody SPM :"( Stupid SPM -.-
*byyyyyyyyyyy , thanks for today :) I had the time of my life whenever i'm around you :) I love you no matter how you are . Hope to see you again real soon :) I LOVE YOU lah MONYET :D ooops salah lah , GUSI :D
Thursday, November 5, 2009
a story about us ..
A guy once told me to make every second when you with your partner counts . At first i dont understand what does he means by that . I thought it was like he is being romantic and stuff , But act , There's a deep tale to that saying .
When i lost my father in july and then Rifdi came into my life .. I understand what he means by that saying .
What he means is that , If you take your partner for granted and not taking care of your partner as the way you should have , You would regret it someday . And when that day comes , You can shout all you want , You can cry all you want too . But , They wont come back . Make everyday worth living as tho you live until tomorrow .
For me , Living a second without Rifdi feels like a month , Imagin someone who is living a life without the one they love the most forever . .
It was on September when he was having dinner when he was about to ask his gf to be his bride , They were laughing over mcd and a funny movie at his house . When he wanted to ask the question .... She stoped laughing and she stoped breathing ... He called the ambulans and rushed her to the ER . But sadly , It was too late to save her . The doc said that she was suffering with a Tumor in the brain . By that time , He feels like falling to the ground , The girl that he loves the most just laying on the bed , Breathless ....
Its true when some couples said , "I'll love you till the day i took my last breath" . He was touched to know that he was the only guy that she ever loved and she knew that she was going to go . When he comes to her house , Her parents gave him a note that she wrote for him just a few days before she passed away ..
The last i talked to him was on the 2nd of Nov . Where he was actually in Hawai where he was planning to travel with her . He said to me was ..
1. Love your partner as much as you can .
2. Make them smile as much as you can .
3. Dont ever forget to tell them that you love them that most .
4. Never say goodbye just hello's .
Then he put down the phone after i hear him crying . . .
Its hard to loose a love one , And its hard to act as tho you're okay but when inside , You're actually dying of pain .
-lalarawry-
When i lost my father in july and then Rifdi came into my life .. I understand what he means by that saying .
What he means is that , If you take your partner for granted and not taking care of your partner as the way you should have , You would regret it someday . And when that day comes , You can shout all you want , You can cry all you want too . But , They wont come back . Make everyday worth living as tho you live until tomorrow .
For me , Living a second without Rifdi feels like a month , Imagin someone who is living a life without the one they love the most forever . .
It was on September when he was having dinner when he was about to ask his gf to be his bride , They were laughing over mcd and a funny movie at his house . When he wanted to ask the question .... She stoped laughing and she stoped breathing ... He called the ambulans and rushed her to the ER . But sadly , It was too late to save her . The doc said that she was suffering with a Tumor in the brain . By that time , He feels like falling to the ground , The girl that he loves the most just laying on the bed , Breathless ....
Its true when some couples said , "I'll love you till the day i took my last breath" . He was touched to know that he was the only guy that she ever loved and she knew that she was going to go . When he comes to her house , Her parents gave him a note that she wrote for him just a few days before she passed away ..
The last i talked to him was on the 2nd of Nov . Where he was actually in Hawai where he was planning to travel with her . He said to me was ..
1. Love your partner as much as you can .
2. Make them smile as much as you can .
3. Dont ever forget to tell them that you love them that most .
4. Never say goodbye just hello's .
Then he put down the phone after i hear him crying . . .
Its hard to loose a love one , And its hard to act as tho you're okay but when inside , You're actually dying of pain .
-lalarawry-
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Babe , i'm sorry .
Youuu , I'm sorry for saying all the thing that i said before this about your boyfriend , Its just if you feel the way that i am felling for this one particular guy . You would know how i feel . To hope for someone that wasn't meant for you . I am not the girl who forget things that hurts me the most . I'm sorry for everything . Guess i am still a kid that's trying to figure out things . I'm only 15 . So , Give me a chance to forget things and move on .
As i said , The ghost of my past still haunts me . Do understand that this year is the hardest year for me . I don't expect you to understand but i really want you to know that i love your bestfriend so much . And i really wanna make things last . I'm tired of playing games and i'm tired of being sad .
I'm sorry for the way i acted . Hope things would be okay . I didnt mean to create trouble . Hope you'll forgive me .
As i said , The ghost of my past still haunts me . Do understand that this year is the hardest year for me . I don't expect you to understand but i really want you to know that i love your bestfriend so much . And i really wanna make things last . I'm tired of playing games and i'm tired of being sad .
I'm sorry for the way i acted . Hope things would be okay . I didnt mean to create trouble . Hope you'll forgive me .
Bitch talking is a NO NO -.-
Today has nothing out of the extra ordinary day except for knowing the truth's that came out from my best friend and her crushes mouth . Aww , We were playing truth or dare btw :)
Anyways , Today i went to Gerai seksyen 2 and i meet izrai then after that he walked me home and bla bla bla ... *detail sumpah bosan cuz nothing happen* then i meet with one of my friends brother near my house . The story starts with a phone call .. I put it on speaker cuz he wanted to know too :)
Me : Hello , TUUUUUT . Whats up ?
Tuuut : Heyy , nothing . I just wanna tell you about this guy that i fuckingly hate doe -.-"
Me : Ohh do tell :) Maybe i know this dude :)
Tuuut : Okayy , here's the thing . He said he loves me then he is in love with another girl too , Pfffft , He things his all that ke ? What the fuck lah . I mean , I am not that into him because he is too chezzy . Urghhhh . I hate guys like that .
Me : What the hell ? Thats weird , Then are you guys still okayy ?
Tuut : Act , i am not okay with him because act i want to play with his heart by getting him to love me and only me so that he could dump that bitch and go to me :) Then i'll dump him to see how he feels like getting dump :D
Me : What the hell are you doing that for ? Its not nice weyh -.-" I pity the dude . Chill lah . There's always other guys out there for you to play with -.-"
Tuut : No . You dont understand , He is the hottest guy in campus or so the girls say lah . I dont think so . So i want the popularity here missy -.-"
Me : Haih . You and your popularity -.- I dont know you anymore . You've change into a heartless bitch man -.-"
Tuut : Look whose talking RIFDI :)
Me : Urghhh , Leave him out of this . I admit i was wrong for treating him that way but he knows why lah -.-" NOT like this dude ! PITY THE POOR GUY LAH BITCH !
Tuut : Who cares ? I want to make history :) SO kiss my ass lah ;D
Me : What ever , what's the guys name act ?
Tuut : The guy's name is N**** :) My college .
Me : What ? What course ?
Tuut : Bussiness .
Me : Describe him ? Tuut : Tall , Fair , Good looking , Nice teeth . oh , I forgot , He lives in shah alam too :)
Me : Are you talking about N**** H**** ?
Tuut : Yeahhhhhhhhhhh :) Thats the guy :)
OMG ........................ N took my phone and goes ..
N: Oi betina . Kau apahal lah siall -.-" Kau pikir kau lawa sangat ke haa ? Oi , aku nak kart kau sebab aku nak maen gan kau aje lah bodoh !!!
Tuut : Omg , Sayang ? You ke tuu ?
N : Apahal sial panggil aku sayang agy ? FUCK LAH !
Tuut : Sayang , I'm sorry okayy :( I didnt mean to ;(
N : Ahhh , I hope to see you in hell soon bitch .
Then N ended the call then said thanks to me . He got into his car and said byee . Goshh . That was harsh -.-"
Then about 5 mins later . Tuut call -.-"
Tuut : Sayang ? I'm fucking sorry
Me : Sorry babe . Dia dah belah .
Tuut : Apahal doe you tak ckap yang dia ad ?
Me : I didnt know that you kenal dia . He never mention about you to me . Eventho i best friend dia .
Tuut : Thanks for ruining my life .
Me : Don't blame me bitch , Blame yourself :)
Tuut : URGHHHH !
P/s : If you want to talk bad about people , DONTTTTT ! You'll get hurt back in the end :)
Anyways , Today i went to Gerai seksyen 2 and i meet izrai then after that he walked me home and bla bla bla ... *detail sumpah bosan cuz nothing happen* then i meet with one of my friends brother near my house . The story starts with a phone call .. I put it on speaker cuz he wanted to know too :)
Me : Hello , TUUUUUT . Whats up ?
Tuuut : Heyy , nothing . I just wanna tell you about this guy that i fuckingly hate doe -.-"
Me : Ohh do tell :) Maybe i know this dude :)
Tuuut : Okayy , here's the thing . He said he loves me then he is in love with another girl too , Pfffft , He things his all that ke ? What the fuck lah . I mean , I am not that into him because he is too chezzy . Urghhhh . I hate guys like that .
Me : What the hell ? Thats weird , Then are you guys still okayy ?
Tuut : Act , i am not okay with him because act i want to play with his heart by getting him to love me and only me so that he could dump that bitch and go to me :) Then i'll dump him to see how he feels like getting dump :D
Me : What the hell are you doing that for ? Its not nice weyh -.-" I pity the dude . Chill lah . There's always other guys out there for you to play with -.-"
Tuut : No . You dont understand , He is the hottest guy in campus or so the girls say lah . I dont think so . So i want the popularity here missy -.-"
Me : Haih . You and your popularity -.- I dont know you anymore . You've change into a heartless bitch man -.-"
Tuut : Look whose talking RIFDI :)
Me : Urghhh , Leave him out of this . I admit i was wrong for treating him that way but he knows why lah -.-" NOT like this dude ! PITY THE POOR GUY LAH BITCH !
Tuut : Who cares ? I want to make history :) SO kiss my ass lah ;D
Me : What ever , what's the guys name act ?
Tuut : The guy's name is N**** :) My college .
Me : What ? What course ?
Tuut : Bussiness .
Me : Describe him ? Tuut : Tall , Fair , Good looking , Nice teeth . oh , I forgot , He lives in shah alam too :)
Me : Are you talking about N**** H**** ?
Tuut : Yeahhhhhhhhhhh :) Thats the guy :)
OMG ........................ N took my phone and goes ..
N: Oi betina . Kau apahal lah siall -.-" Kau pikir kau lawa sangat ke haa ? Oi , aku nak kart kau sebab aku nak maen gan kau aje lah bodoh !!!
Tuut : Omg , Sayang ? You ke tuu ?
N : Apahal sial panggil aku sayang agy ? FUCK LAH !
Tuut : Sayang , I'm sorry okayy :( I didnt mean to ;(
N : Ahhh , I hope to see you in hell soon bitch .
Then N ended the call then said thanks to me . He got into his car and said byee . Goshh . That was harsh -.-"
Then about 5 mins later . Tuut call -.-"
Tuut : Sayang ? I'm fucking sorry
Me : Sorry babe . Dia dah belah .
Tuut : Apahal doe you tak ckap yang dia ad ?
Me : I didnt know that you kenal dia . He never mention about you to me . Eventho i best friend dia .
Tuut : Thanks for ruining my life .
Me : Don't blame me bitch , Blame yourself :)
Tuut : URGHHHH !
The end :)
P/s : If you want to talk bad about people , DONTTTTT ! You'll get hurt back in the end :)
haha . wht the fuck lah sial -.-"
Hello , hey you bitch . I wanna straight things up here okayyy . What the fuck is your problem hurting my bestfriend ? Do you think that you're good enough for him huh ? NEWS FLASH lah siall , Kau sape nk hurt dia doe ? Look , I know you're little miss popular *as if i give a shit -.-* anyways , It doesn't mean that you have the fucking right to do that to my best friend . This means war .
OI POMPUAN , kau kate nak gado en ? Jumpe aku kart mcd 3 , ahad , Kau nk bawak sape sape , Kau bawak lah . Aku datang sorang . Nk gado sangat en ? Bak datang.
If you're reading this , YOU ARE A PIECE OF SHIT THAT DOESN'T KNOW THE MEANING OF LOVE THAT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES . BITCH !
OI POMPUAN , kau kate nak gado en ? Jumpe aku kart mcd 3 , ahad , Kau nk bawak sape sape , Kau bawak lah . Aku datang sorang . Nk gado sangat en ? Bak datang.
If you're reading this , YOU ARE A PIECE OF SHIT THAT DOESN'T KNOW THE MEANING OF LOVE THAT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES . BITCH !
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Love me or hate me . Your choice fucker :)
Friends , Bitches , Mother fuckers alive's :)
LISTEN UP DOE .
Heyyyyyy there people :) Why do you all think that you are so good then other people huh ? Why do you think that you deserve to talk SMACK about other people ? Why do you think that you are so fuckingly perfec than other people huh ?
YO bitch , Look at yourself into the mirror okayyyy ! See your fucking self in the mirror and ask yourself this , "Do i deserve the power to fuck other peoples life ?" or this "Do i deserve to play God to judge other people ?" WHAT THE FUCKLAH SIALLLLLL -.-
And to all that judge me and my life . GO fuck yourself and leave my life alone okayyyy :) If you want to talk about other people , Feel free to do so infront of my face can or not ? Or if you guys are to chicken to do so , Then , KISS MY ASS BITCH :D
-lalarawr-
LISTEN UP DOE .
Heyyyyyy there people :) Why do you all think that you are so good then other people huh ? Why do you think that you deserve to talk SMACK about other people ? Why do you think that you are so fuckingly perfec than other people huh ?
YO bitch , Look at yourself into the mirror okayyyy ! See your fucking self in the mirror and ask yourself this , "Do i deserve the power to fuck other peoples life ?" or this "Do i deserve to play God to judge other people ?" WHAT THE FUCKLAH SIALLLLLL -.-
And to all that judge me and my life . GO fuck yourself and leave my life alone okayyyy :) If you want to talk about other people , Feel free to do so infront of my face can or not ? Or if you guys are to chicken to do so , Then , KISS MY ASS BITCH :D
-lalarawr-
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