a story about us ..

A guy once told me to make every second when you with your partner counts . At first i dont understand what does he means by that . I thought it was like he is being romantic and stuff , But act , There's a deep tale to that saying .

When i lost my father in july and then Rifdi came into my life .. I understand what he means by that saying .

What he means is that , If you take your partner for granted and not taking care of your partner as the way you should have , You would regret it someday . And when that day comes , You can shout all you want , You can cry all you want too . But , They wont come back . Make everyday worth living as tho you live until tomorrow .

For me , Living a second without Rifdi feels like a month , Imagin someone who is living a life without the one they love the most forever . .

It was on September when he was having dinner when he was about to ask his gf to be his bride , They were laughing over mcd and a funny movie at his house . When he wanted to ask the question .... She stoped laughing and she stoped breathing ... He called the ambulans and rushed her to the ER . But sadly , It was too late to save her . The doc said that she was suffering with a Tumor in the brain . By that time , He feels like falling to the ground , The girl that he loves the most just laying on the bed , Breathless ....

Its true when some couples said , "I'll love you till the day i took my last breath" . He was touched to know that he was the only guy that she ever loved and she knew that she was going to go . When he comes to her house , Her parents gave him a note that she wrote for him just a few days before she passed away ..

The last i talked to him was on the 2nd of Nov . Where he was actually in Hawai where he was planning to travel with her . He said to me was ..

1. Love your partner as much as you can .
2. Make them smile as much as you can .
3. Dont ever forget to tell them that you love them that most .
4. Never say goodbye just hello's .

Then he put down the phone after i hear him crying . . .

Its hard to loose a love one , And its hard to act as tho you're okay but when inside , You're actually dying of pain .

-lalarawry-